I have forgotten what to really blog about lately.  I know I have been attending movie screenings and what not, but I haven’t really been doing the reviews on them.  There are even a few movies I watched at home but never gotten around to writing those reviews out.  What more, I am not sure whether my reviews really does make an impact on the blogosphere anywayz, seeing it is pretty damn simple and it is mostly my own opinion (not professional somemore~!)

Now in this past week, many things had happened and I sometimes wonder about my actions that I had taken.  Of course there was a performance review, and of course I did not fare out too well, but at least I was able to see where I was at in this point of time in my work.  Also to note sometimes it is tough talking to certain people online too.  But I know from my own past experience that I should just let it go.  No benefit for me to pursue any further into an argument.

I also had to pour out what I had on my mind to my boss.  A little daring, but I rather let it out and let the truth be known rather than just holding it in.  I know from my past experience sometimes holding it in would just create more conflict within myself.  So best let it all out to let the boss know about how I feel, and what I think about how things could be improved.  I do hope things would turn out better after that.  This was certainly a fruitful trip to Melaka.

Talking bout my trip to Melaka, I found the Philea Resort a very beautiful place.  I also saw the DiGi Marketing team there.  They were checking out and I saw Melaka Boy (should I be calling him that seeing he is already married) and the rest of the marketing people whom I had a pleasure meeting in the past.  Of course I did not disturb them as I was after all with my boss and is there for work purposes.

Now my Saturday was filled with very depressing and disturbing thoughts.  Of course, it is just my normal moodswings that I had been experiencing since I can remember.  I am human after all.  And I am reminded of my past decisions that I had made and I had to reaffirm them again.   It was definitely a sickly Saturday for me, as at some points during that time, I would just knock out cold into a mini coma.  I am guessing it is from the tiredness and also the lack of sleep.

Now talking back to the purpose of blogging, I have to be thankful for the person whom I seem to have argued for reminding myself the reason why I started blogging, and why I continued blogging.  Like this blog, it had a much different purpose when I started it off, and now it is playing a different purpose altogether.  I can’t deny the fact that I hope to get paid for my blogging, but I believe that is not something for me to look out at this moment.  I also know that my work is definitely take a toll on my blogging, but I would do my best to update when I can.  It is definitely different as compared to my previous blogs.  The links are around on the page.

Last but not least, I am thankful for all the people I have met so far.  It has been a wonderful journey in this life so far, and I hope it would continue to become a wonderful journey ahead.  Of course there has been bridges burnt, but I hope not to burn anymore in the future.

Till then, Elwyn signing off for another wordy blog post.