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Un-Certain-Ties

I have been suffering from writer’s block for awhile despite having so much on my mind.  Maybe because this kind of thoughts are not meant to be fed to the whole world.

This is where we shall explore a lil.

There are much uncertainties all over the place, like the uncertainty of the weather tomorrow or the following week.  There is also uncertainty of whether would an accident happen now, later or never.  The uncertainty if 1 were to travel back on time.

There are so many uncertainties in life, but only 1 thing holds certain, which is death (we will not go into that today).

Now I am facing a lot of uncertainties in my life that kinda makes me wanna curl up in bed and wished that the hand of time would stop.  But this is merely a wish from a frightened boy.

I know that I would need to step forward, and the thoughts of it haunts me every single day, draining me as I see the second hand on my watch ticks on.  Time pass by slowly as I find myself more in a distraught trying to figure how would all of the uncertainties end.  I fear of moving on.

To me, it seems like a horribly daunting task for me to continue walking in the path I am on now.  But sometimes i would coax myself into believing that everything would be alright, but continues to walk blindly as I closed my eyes.

It is then envy strikes the heart leaving the boy, craving for more.  As greeds conquers the heart, so blinded is the mind and heart to egotistical maniacs who has conquering confidence.

I can only but hope that, I would open my eyes, walk on a path without straying, and keep on believing.

The Fish who has The Monopoly of The Fitness

Yes it is a weird title for a post, but it is actually in fact a combination of 3 short posts:~

- The Fish

- The Monopoly

&

- The Fitness

I shall try to make it as brief as I could.

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The Fish~!


There is an article out talking about how fish oil may actually help fight cancer.

The article isn’t posted here but on my product blog:~

www.usana.withelwyn.com

The article speaks a little bit more in detail how fish oil definitely can help fight cancer.

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The Monopoly~!

I have been recently haunting people on twitter and facebook.  This prove to be very beneficial as I found Aaron or CincauHangus was actually selling a number of Monopoly Deal decks.  Of course, I remember my dear SL wanted a deck to play, so of course I twitted back at CincauHangus to reserve me a set while I double confirmed with SL on whether she wants it and how many decks she wants.

But by the time I wanted to get back to him, it was all sold out, but luckily he hold a deck for me for my earlier booking.

Of course I told him that I wanted it as he told me there was another person who was interested on getting their hands on the decked I had reserved.

CincauHangus made the deal with all the buyers that night itself and we played a few tutorial rounds.

Here is the deck helped SL to get.

Of course I shall talk more elaborately about this game in a later post, now moving on to the next short mini post.

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The Fitness~!

As you all know, I have been going to Fitness First gym.  Finally I got some pictures, but now of me working out, but of something else~!

A box~?!?!?

What’s in the box? Well lets see ….

Yes there are 3 booklets inside the box.  I like damn jakun right doing a box opening of a fitness product?

Nevermind, I shall talk more about the booklets later.

Let me come up with this tagline:~

If you don’t have health, you can’t enjoy wealth~!


Back When I Turned 18~!

Just slightly above 5 and a half years ago, I celebrated my 18th birthday.  That time I was pretty thin~!  Weighing at about 62kg – 65kg.

See, ain’t I thinner here?  I was bloody UNDERWEIGHT at that time.  That time I was certainly trying my best to gain weight, as many said I was soooo skinny that when the wind blows, I will get blown away together with the wind.

But but but, I was so lazy, that I would rarely be caught outside in the open.  The next picture would definitely prove my point~!

See, I am so bloody LAZY, that my mom always says, “my son can still pass even though he didn’t study, imagine if he did study” ~!!  Man, that always gets on my nerve, because I did study, but but but, just not enough.  I would usually spend about 20 mins to 30 minutes studying or even 1 hour max before playing for a couple of hours.

I certainly love playing and doing something like surfing and stuff.  If I was able to go on without sleep, you would certainly see me GLUED to the computer 24/7 as during that time, I would always be found in front of the computer from 7 or 8 in the morning all the way to midnight.  Trust me, I did play for that long, but I just don’t remember what I was doing.

So you wont catch me lying down, or maybe you would~!  If I let it.  Hehe.

See, I am purposely posing / lying on the bed for the photos~!  I was camwhoring like a crazy mad boy (then la of course), taking a lot of shots of myself.  But I decided to keep those pictures a secret, and of course I selected the best pictures among all that I got.

This is definitely a closer picture of me face~!

See, see~!!!!

I am soooo sooooo much different now.  I am now fatter, and that is the reason why I am  going to gym.  To shape up and LOSE FATS.  That is right, I just want to shape up and LOSE FATS~!!! I have excessive fats around my stomach area, and I think I more or less know what I should do to get rid of the excess fats.

Of course, I kinda want to get the shape I used to have~!  Straight, tall, and a beautifully slim, and as fit as I could be, which is how I was when I turned 18~!

See, I am thinner, better looking, and fitter in many ways last time~!  Hehehe, but take a look at my 2 cute cousins on the right of the picture.  Imagine how much they had grown over the past 5 years plus.  Drastic changes, that’s for sure~!  Hahaha,  I wonder if I have a picture of them taken during the Chinese New Year period in my camera.  Well, I shall take a look soon.  Hehe.

But my cousin was very eager at blowing out the candles, SOOO, I had to hold him back from blowing the candles out before I did.

So, I let him blow the candles together with me.

My cousin must always get a chance to blow out the candles because he likes doing it, even though it isn’t his birthday.  But I am guessing that there was a lot of spit involved with his blowing.  My other naughty cousin just can’t stop making bunny ears on people’s pictures.  Such a bad bad boy.  Hahaha.

Of course I did take a picture together with my family / mom & dad.

Do you see how thin I am~!  Damn it, I wish I could turn back time and started building my body then.  At least I would be just a few months away from my 6 packs~!  Now I have to work super duper hard to get those elusive 6 packs.  Not forgetting, I have to lose those hard to get rid off, love handles~!  Crappy situation to be in.  But better late, than never right.

So I am working hard towards it.  But I had received mixed responses, like how SL would tell me that I look bigger while my mom would say that I look fatter.  Which is undeniable~!  I say man.

But of course, I certainly enjoyed my food very well, though I don’t each as much variety as I do now.

As you can see, I still haven’t learned how to stab the cake just yet, BUT, I was beginning to learn.  Of course, I was getting quite a number of presents from everyone.  But it is mostly my family members and my parent’s close friends at that time.

Look at the amount of presents I got from my relatives.  Hahaha.  Not forgetting the butt of my little cousin who has grown up so much over the years.  Haihz, its tough growing older, and growing older is tough.  But still it was part of growing.

Nonetheless, I had some pretty interesting presents from my relatives.

If you are guessing what that is, well it is a pair of g-string from my aunt~!

I still haven’t gotten a chance to wear it yet.  Hahaha.  I wonder if it still fits me.  I gotta find it first then~!

Well, that was my last time celebrating my birthday with my relatives.  After that, it was all vague.  Though I did remember a few celebrations together with SL and a few others.  I think there was even a year where I only celebrated it with SL.  But 2009 celebration in Krabi was a great one.  But that is another story on its own.  Hehehe.

So till next time.